Naked Lady Fridays.
(Malgosia Bela in Yohji Yamamoto by Paolo Roversi via saloandseverine)
The unknown will kill you…
I’d rather speak in silence than to speak at all…
(via chrissoniaaajoyy)
(Source: leaveyouapen)
When two people meet, each one is changed by the other so you’ve got two new people.
—John Steinbeck (via kari-shma)
I WANT
An Affair…
Miscommunication drives the heart into seas of longing, hunger, and pain…
The delivery of news quotes the ear whom listens from a faint distance lost in his own false pretense of what they call “reality”…. A mist of silence that suddenly broke the hostile environment in the mind of the lost and losing… What has been won? An affair between the fearful and broken… Silent cries wanting more than happiness can provide has now filled the thoughts of the distance… The hearing; the lost; the found now seek what has been missing… What has been missing? Is it the longing of a touch from a person genuinely kind and hopeful… Maybe it’s the opening filled with regret and remorse from the unforgiving thoughts of the past you once were…. So you lay with your eyes opened staring in a daze of confusion into the dark depth of the seas surrounding your heart and mind… An affair is what you seek to clear that void in which was placed by the deceitful queen of absence and lies… You trust no more; the affairs pay homage to the hearts you left scattered along the way…
SILENCE
July 3, 2012
Speak only when spoken to they said…
Be polite they said…
If you have nothing nice to say then don’t say anything at all is te OH GREAT! Golden Rule they said…
When must you speak?
When must you ask?
When is it okay to be yourself?
Silence…
Silence…
Silence…
Is what THEY said…
Don’t open your mouth to speak, only listen.
Don’t be opinionated, only naive.
Don’t even think for a second that what is written is okay, only feel.
Stare in silence…
Feel in silence…
Because once you speak nothing matters…They Said.
Saw this little girl at the police station with balloons in her hands…
And all I did was wish this little girl a Happy Birthday…
Just to see that smile…
Darkness…
Ever been so tired that you dont want to even gather your things and move? Instead you just walk away from the product of the problem and run, finding yourself wrapped up in past thoughts, losing the grip of future ways falling into a valley of darkness?
Daylight.
The pain that fills the room as you slowly let go of what once made your body shiver, relief, the happiness that was lost but now found, innocence, letting go of the old and making new, change, the difference of learning and teaching, knowing, yet we all live in confusion based on the illusion that life is perfect…
Tomorrow…
I am seeking…
I wonder if he’ll ever come back
I hear the sound of his voice
I want to him again
I am seeking…
I retend to be happy and not care
I feel his touch
I worry if he’ll ever really care
I cry because he abandoned me in this world
I am seeking…
I understand that he’s far
I say it doesnt matter
I dream to see him
I try to make him happy
I hope he comes back
I am seeking…

